No name

In the silence of the night I hear you clearly
I know u exist
But I haven’t seen u lately
I want to believe that u r there
But I am scared I have lost u often enough
I can feel, touch and even smell u near me
Why are you hiding?
Please come in front of me
I want to hold u
Hold u tight n strong
I want u to be my strength
I want u to be here now

I miss u
I miss u everyday
I know u r not mine
But how do I understand?

I loved u so much
It hurts to even think
The journey which was suppose to be happy
Ended with a thorn

I wish time could go back
Either to the place where we split
Or where we started
To love or hate
where the journey was unknown