yaari

Aaj u hi aankh bhar aayi, Aaj phir un bhichade yaaron ki yaari yaad aayi, Jinhe khuda se pehle maante the, Aaj un diwano ki diwangi yaad aayi, Sayad dil me koi naya dard hua, Kyonki aaj phir dosti ki sab gum bhula dene wali jhappi yaad aayi.....

senti

aaj phir dil thoda roya
aaj phir insaan hone ka eshaas hua

hum toh khud ko putla samaj bethe the
aapne phir insaan bana diya

No name

In the silence of the night I hear you clearly
I know u exist
But I haven’t seen u lately
I want to believe that u r there
But I am scared I have lost u often enough
I can feel, touch and even smell u near me
Why are you hiding?
Please come in front of me
I want to hold u
Hold u tight n strong
I want u to be my strength
I want u to be here now

I miss u
I miss u everyday
I know u r not mine
But how do I understand?

I loved u so much
It hurts to even think
The journey which was suppose to be happy
Ended with a thorn

I wish time could go back
Either to the place where we split
Or where we started
To love or hate
where the journey was unknown

Life is a full circle....

I wanna cry today
I wanna fly away
I wanna start again
To end myself again

It's like a full circle
Love n hate
Night n Day
To begin to end again

It's easy to be lovable
But I will ensure
Everyone hates me
So tat they don't miss me once I am gone

My journey is about to meet,
it's destination
When I make my life meets my death
It would be a matter of jubilation
coz finally there will b freedom for all of
those who suffered coz of me

Alone & Lonely

Life can be led alone I have done that before but its the loneliness which is new to me. I don't know how I got myself in this soup, surrounded by people none to call my own.

I know I can survive as I am a warrior but is it worth living when I lead my life alone.

I also want someone who cares,
someone who dares to bring me close to him.
Someone who knows when I need to pulled and allowed to rest my head on his chest
coz I will never ask for it on my own.

Someone who understand when I cry without shedding a tear,
someone who knows I want him near
I ain't as strong as i pretend to be
I need to be loved and taken care off

I need a friend, a companion who will walk besides me,
holding my hand and without uttering a word he lets me knows that he is always there...

Someone I love and someone who cares...
that I am never left alone or lonely anywhere...

Loss of words

I am at a loss of words, don't know how to express myself. Don't know wat to say or write... I am feeling helpless and hopeful at the same time

Who m I?

Sometimes when I look in the mirror
I see a stranger looking back at me,
I am surprised by the person in the mirror
Coz I dont recollect knowing her

I wonder as I look,
where did I loose myself,
or should I ask when did it happen to me

I wasnt so weak,
I wasnt so emotional,
I wasnt the one who cribs,
But thats wat I have become

Who m I?
n why can't I be myself again??