Life is a full circle....

I wanna cry today
I wanna fly away
I wanna start again
To end myself again

It's like a full circle
Love n hate
Night n Day
To begin to end again

It's easy to be lovable
But I will ensure
Everyone hates me
So tat they don't miss me once I am gone

My journey is about to meet,
it's destination
When I make my life meets my death
It would be a matter of jubilation
coz finally there will b freedom for all of
those who suffered coz of me

Alone & Lonely

Life can be led alone I have done that before but its the loneliness which is new to me. I don't know how I got myself in this soup, surrounded by people none to call my own.

I know I can survive as I am a warrior but is it worth living when I lead my life alone.

I also want someone who cares,
someone who dares to bring me close to him.
Someone who knows when I need to pulled and allowed to rest my head on his chest
coz I will never ask for it on my own.

Someone who understand when I cry without shedding a tear,
someone who knows I want him near
I ain't as strong as i pretend to be
I need to be loved and taken care off

I need a friend, a companion who will walk besides me,
holding my hand and without uttering a word he lets me knows that he is always there...

Someone I love and someone who cares...
that I am never left alone or lonely anywhere...

Loss of words

I am at a loss of words, don't know how to express myself. Don't know wat to say or write... I am feeling helpless and hopeful at the same time

Who m I?

Sometimes when I look in the mirror
I see a stranger looking back at me,
I am surprised by the person in the mirror
Coz I dont recollect knowing her

I wonder as I look,
where did I loose myself,
or should I ask when did it happen to me

I wasnt so weak,
I wasnt so emotional,
I wasnt the one who cribs,
But thats wat I have become

Who m I?
n why can't I be myself again??

Grow up Once again

Yes I am inspired by the song, and yes I want to grow up once again...

I want to be carefree and reckless...

I want to fearless and confident....

I want my confidence back to own the world, afraid of nothing

I want my Freedom to express myself and to be the way I want to be...

I wanna break free from the traditions which the society sets for us...

I want to be ME once again

Its Life

I have surprised myself more than anybody else. In the last few days I think I have changed over n over again.

From being irritated, to being understanding to being naive to being lost, I still dont understand my state of mind, so don't I think I will leave it to that and come back tomorrow if I know something more about muself...

Faces

I have recetly shifted back to mumbai, and to reach work travel in the most popular medium, " The Local Train"

Today I had decided I would observe the ocean of people who travel in it everyday, some for work and some for pleasure.

At the d of the day while returning almost everyone was tired and exhausted and looked dull and I suppose that is oki. But wat surprises me as that even in the morning they appear dull, as if someone is forcing them to go to work

Each one living in their own world, occcasionally smiling and acknowledging their fellow passengers, who they know by face but not by name; they smile and sometimes manage to share their happiness and sorrow, but in this ocean of faces they all seem just floating away.

While walking back to catch my bus for the final stroke of my journey, I had a question in mind, if we all are so not willing to lead such a life, why are we so afraid to reach out to the solution for the fear of what the society would tag us to be? I am on a journey of reaching out and helping people who want to Realize them and has the COURAGE it needs...

Workplace

Well I am wondering what makes a place good to work, and keeping today's post extremely simple, as per me, to be Happy in a workplace you need the following
1. A great Boss
2. A happy and united team
3. Good work
4. A great Organization

If we have the above 4, and we love what we are doing, workplace becomes a fun place to be :)

Commitment & Fear

Well, commitment a simple english word which means, the act of committing, pledging, or engaging oneself; but still one of the toughest thing to do in real life.

It's easy to preach but extremely difficult to follow. Is that we are born hypocrites who love to make false promise or is that we don't value our own self and have this irritating but a practice which is present in all walks of life, including me.

I try and keep my word but how many of us even try, that brings me to an interesting question, is tat we make commitment coz we don't have the Guts to face the fact at the moment so we just let it hang around for a little more time. Is tat by committing at the impulse we are giving us an excuse to not do it later, has that become our second habit.

As a person I feel commitment is putting my creditability at stake, if I don't value my words then how will the world see value in it. Its like my identity, the world knows me for a reason and I choose my commitment of keeping my word be it....

Monday Blues

I often hear my friends working in the corporate world complain about Monday Morning blues.... but now I really don't understand why people cry about it.

I choose to walk the road less delivered, and thus I don't have to worry about getting out of my comfortable bed and worry about going to work, I choose to enjoy my work, and do it when I want, with whom I want and where I want to...

I feel eternal bliss when other have trouble with work I enjoy it thoroughly....

I want to thank God for giving me this good sense to get into my own and out of the rut of world...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Hey just coz I gave the title as F.R.I.E.N.D.S don't think I m talking abt the famous show, what I want to talk about is my real F.R.I.E.N.D.S in my Life.

Wat I realized yet one more time in d just finished weekend is the fact that our friendship which started wid innocence, without any greed or any demand remains rock solid even after years. I know a lot of others have said tat n I always believed in it what surprises me how are families also feel comfortable wid each other

Keepin up the promise

Yesterday I made a promise to myself that I am gonna start writing again, and today I didnt know what to write, so after giving it a thought I decided lets write on our habit of breaking promises...

I wonder why is tat the moment we say it's a promise we start looking for reasons to break it...
Is it our fear of commitment or a fear to keep up with it, or its just that we don't have the guts to follow our own words.

Some wise man had said, a person who can't keep his word is not worth trusting. Now if I think with this philosophy, I can't trust anyone including me...

With this dilemma in my mind I am gonna hit the bed.

Gd nite

Yet another Day

Today has gone by like just any other day, yet it has come to a closing, as I type I wonder what have I done good or bad today.

Today which is slipping by every second, have I spent it well enough.

Yet another day of my precious life is about to come to an end. Could I do something constructive or I just wasted my time which I shall never get again...

Was I good wife and I good mother today? Was I a good daughter and a good sister today? These are the obvious question but I wanna ask, was I good to myself today?

Did I give myself the love and affection which I deserve from MYSELF...Why is that most of us in an attempt to keep everyone around us happy land up keeping our self unhappy.

Today I don't want to let today end as Yet Another Day, I want to make it special for myself, by loving myself...

Dream & Belief

Till a few months ago, I never believed in dreaming but I just smile today and wonder how & when did I start believing in the power of Dream

I remember clearly when I wrote my dreams for the first time I could not write more than 13 dreams, today my dreams are countless. Today my belief has changed. Today I have changed today I know if I dream big, I will achieve big. As somebody correctly said the only person in between my success and me is "ME". The day I realized this fact, I started brand new perspective of life but yes I have achieved far more dream now, than I would have ever thought of or imagined that it could be in my list. But yes I am new & better person. Now nothing is impossible. Now I don't stop myself to stretch myself and reach out to help someone or to help myself or to just feel my dream.

It is simple as smile, if you feel happy within, it would show on your face, same is the case when you have a strong belief about yourself, your belief would show in the form of your dreams turning into reality.....